Did you ever wonder
What I thought of you
You should have protected me
Instead
Complicit in your silence
Did you ever wonder
How deep the bruises went
The scars on my soul
That won’t heal
Did you ever wonder
At the lies I told
To cover the marks
The ones that faded
On my skin
Do you ever wonder
At the lengths I would go to
To ease the pain
Did you ever wonder
At the pain on my eyes
Still present
After all this time
Do you ever wonder
If I hate you