Suicidal ideation. Scary scary thoughts. That sometimes turn to action before you’re even aware of what’s going on. The daily struggles the nightly demons sapping your strength. Your will.
But the fight goes on. The strength some how is found to carry on. Survive and fight another day.
Knee deep in the water
Wading out further
Calm
Serene
What the fuck
Am I doing here?
It’s cold
It’s wet
My kids need me
Calm serene
Peaceful
I turn around
Walk back into hell
Descent Rising 