I suffer from frequent bouts of insomnia. I’ve learned to live and parent on like too no sleep. And when the insomnia rears its ugly head my mild DID acts up more. I don’t really have alters. I’m not that severe. But my subconscious or unconscious has divvied up parts of myself. There’s the angry dude. There’s the young broken teenage girl. And there’s Squirrel. Who seems to me my optimistic toddler/child who represents the part of me around the time my cousin started molesting me and before. I “woke up” to this scrawled in very juvenile handwriting. Signed SJr. Enjoy.
The night
Thick with palpable fear
The air
Redolent with terror
I WILL NOT CANNOT sleep
For the dreams that come
Terrify
My very soul
SJr.
Descent Rising 